JUST ANOTHER SIDE OF ME THAT YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND

ZONK

30 minutes ago, I sent a message to someone who I "think" I love him. This message contents:

Hmm i wanna to ask u something dude. if u love someone, would u let her know? or find out if she also loves u? hmm or let her say it first? whereas u've really loved her and hoped that soon became her's bf. sorry if i disturb u. i just need someone to talk to

I'm waiting for a reply, but he never sent it to me. I knew he was not asleep right now, haha I'm pretty well know his daily schedule


Dan gue tau (dari kabar burung) dia lagi ada hubungan with-a-girl-that-i-know-she-liked-my-"crush"

Dan beberapa jam yg lalu dia sempat mengirikan sms ke gue yg ternyata TIDAK ditunjukan buat gue (read: salah kirim), ini sms nya:

"call me please"

beberapa detik kemudian

"maaf aku salah kirim sms"

ZONK! nah. Itu yg membuat gue untuk mengirim sms itu ke dia.

so, what should i do?

*random banget tulisannya -___-